8 days to go!!!!

Our 2ww ends on a Sunday our clinic don’t do B-hcg tests on Sundays so it will be done Monday and we get the result a week Tuesday!

I guess at the moment I am ‘comfortably numb’ I am wary of getting too excited really just protecting myself for the possibility of a negative. I am trying to be positive and putting good vibes out there in the hope of this having any affect on the outcome. Every now and then I do think what if (either good or bad) but quickly push those thoughts to the back of my mind.

We had a twenty-first birthday party here yesterday for our eldest nephew, it was just a family affair but was a great time for all my (Michael’s) family to be together. It is amazing to think of him being 21 my eldest sister is 8 years older than me and had him at 21 and I was 13 so he was a big part of my teenage years. Really is a reminder of how quickly time flies. That was a great distraction but throughout I could not help thinking I would love to have a celebration like this for ‘our’ child.

We have tickets next weekend to see the Merchant’s of Bollywood, an attempt for us to be closer to India and also a well timed distraction, we bought the tickets a month or two ago but it has timed perfectly with awaiting news.

We are keeping anything anatomically possible crossed and trying to accept what will be will be, but hoping this will be our time!!!!

Loads of positive thoughts of health and happiness to our Surrogate!!!!